Monday, October 20, 2008
{ 6:40 AM }
i want to watch movie! but people just dont want to watch movie with me): why must we like wait and wait for people? cant we just go and watch the movie? i'm not going to wait anymore. no matter what, i'll go and watch a movie by myself..although i feel weird watching movie on my own. but i'll still go. why cant i go watch movie myself? hmpf. suddenly i feel sad for myself. come to think of it, i dont have a lot of friends. and people who really understands me, are really countable. it's just sad...maybe time really will cause people to drift apart. those days in the past..when we just said we want it and we'll just do it without hesitation. now..you people are no longer the same. i'm sorry, but maybe i'm just too lousy..sorry for bothering you..sorry for still trying to still maintain everything. i am stupid. i am so stupid to think that things and people dont change. but i'm wrong. people do change. maybe one day we walk on the street and i wont recognise you anymore. to you i dedicate this to:
Nature's first green is gold,
Her hardest hue to hold.
Her early leaf's a flower;
But only so an hour.
Then leaf subsides to leaf.
So Eden sank to grief,
So dawn goes down to day.
Nothing gold can stay.
sorry for intruding into your wonderful life.